Long Time

So long, so long.. almost forgotten that I have a xanga! Didn't post for months, time to write something again. Went to Bangkok in December for the RBSC hockey tournament with KCC team and enjoyed so much, no working, no internet, no phone calls (as I can't do anything there). Just for a few days but it's good to get away from everything.

Then went to Shanghai to visit Rosanna and Majid, it's only for a few days but it's really great, Majid completed his Basic and Advance course, seems still sap ha, sap ha....!! May be that's always a father see their children. Went to KL to see some hockey equipment and got some back, but the price is a bit expensive as compare with Pakistan and China. Still have a lot to do.

Boring? Right, yes as I don't know what to type! May be my mind got so many things inside, want to do so many things but all by myself. Sometimes feels tired, feel lonely and helpless! I got so many idea, always afraid to start as if I started, I will be the only one to do it. So better not start it!

22th November 2006

Went to Beijing for one night last week to met my supplier. It was my first time to go there alone, a bit scare as I couldn't speak Mandarin but the guy sent his assistant with the driver meet me at the airport, this made my life more easy.

I knew my supplier also supply his product to Hong Kong, but I still have to try my luck to get something from him. Lucky that my sincere plus my past record helps me and we finally agreed on some points. It's tough but it's worth for making such a short trip. Now is my turn in how to promote my shop and products. I personally born as a sales but marketing is totally different story, it's going to be tough for me. In the coming few months is the turning point of my future.

I hope god could give me two or three of me, so that my work can be more smoothly as I really short of creative staff to walk with me. Well, may be this is a chellange given to me by Allah and he already got the answer for me but I shouldn't ask how or why. This is a chellange!

18th November 2006

Oh, it's been quite long time not posting here..well my friend who got problem with his wife is now settle and don't want to talk too much about him/her. Sometimes I don't really want to know much about others secret, I'm afraid one day if I am drunk.... I might say some 'truth' out!! And that's may be the reason I don't drink.

Many things happened in the past few months.. Majid is now 21, myself and Unaizah made a surprise trip to Shanghai and Rosanna (very cooperate) didn't told Majid that we are going there. Rosanna made a date with Majid at a French Restaurant where me and Unaizah hidden somewhere near the toilet. When Majid arrive, Rosanna sms to me, we both surprisingly walked in front of him. Oh.... my god.. Majid boost into tears..when he saw us as he never imagine we would fly to Shanghai to celebrate his life most important birthday!

We need some time to comfort him before we could make the order. It was really touching and we all feel how important of a family is.

My new sports shop is now opened, it's tough as everything is new to me. First time to do retail business, I always ask why the hell I challenge myself so much! I can be more relax. Simple I just want my life video more exciting and one day when I am retired with Rosanna...we will have a lot to share.

Unaizah is now on his trimming process and she is very exciting about this, everytime she lost few pounds she was so happy to call me and let me know. I know she could do it faster if I don't buy much chips, chocolate etc... I will still buy but I will hide when I eat. Haha.. I also lost few pounds now, I am now 173 as compare with my trip to Koh Sumai, I lost 14lbs.

Too long... post again later.

Old Friend!

10th Sept. 2006

Today after I the hockey match, I went back to KCC and suddenly in the street I met a very old friend, oh...he asked me I am still fit to play hockey..haha. Yes at least I can still run! Asked where is he heading to, he replied no where, his eyes tells me he was facing some problem. I invited him to have a drink, without thinking, he immediate say 'Yes'. With this replied, I am sure he need someone to talk to.

We ordered and starting our conversation:

M - myself, H - He

M: You seems got problem, you like to share with me?

H: I'm ok. (quick replied)

M: Comeon, I can see from your eyes that you need someone to talk to, I am here.

H: She got problem!

M: She? Your wife?

H: Yes......(signed)

M: What's the problem? Is she sick or .........!

H: No...she is ok!

M: So what's the problem? (He tried to ignore my question by looking around and finally speak)

H: She had condom in her purse.. (looked helpless and I was silence for few seconds before continue)

M: You search her purse? You didn't trust her?

H: I don't want to but she was a bit strange recently and ........... ( I know what he means)

M: Do you trust her?

H: I am not sure

M: Well, at least she know how to protect herself!! ( he smiled)

H: But if if it's true, what shall I do? Shall I just leave her or just pretend?

M: Pretend of what? From your eyes, I can see you still love her and I am sure you will in your life.

H: Yes, I love her..

M: What you seen is only just an incident in your marriage life..Treat her now as your friend and I am sure you won't feel that pain. Most important is she knows the way back home and I am sure one day she will knows how much you love her.  Also, think about the children, they need you both not you or just her.

H: So I just forget what had happen....? But that's what I seen!

M: It's ok, why you worried so much and think too much. Every human make mistake.... I am sure you also make mistake... It's a matter of love and trust... Even now you don't trust her, still the love will covered the issue.

Too long and now I am tired.. upload later!!

  Oh! Didn't post xanga for long, long time. It's time to do something now. Summer holidays is over for Unaizah and she really enjoys her holiday.... !! We went to Shanghai to visit Majid and Mom for 7 days, together we go to Wuzhung and Hangzhou and took so many photos. I am in love with Shanghai and looking forward to live there. It is such a place that I am looking for.

Look at them!